I walked up to Gou's door and knocked.  I wasn't sure if she was up yet, but I had to talk to her.  I had actually gone home that weekend, after everything with Sousuke that morning, I just couldn't stay in that room.  I really needed to talk to someone and I just couldn't go to the people I normally turn to.  It would still be weird for a while to talk to Sousuke, but I couldn't just run to Makoto's arms.  That wouldn't be fair to either of them.  So there I stood, knocking at Gou's door. Finally she opened it.  She was still rubbing the sleep out of her eyes when she looked up, "Onii-chan!  You came

I slowly walked away from Makoto.  I couldn't stay, I had an idea of what he wanted to say to me and that was exactly why I couldn't stay.  I can't deny feeling completely happy when I'm around him but I am also in love with Sousuke...  I was worried that Makoto might make me choose, but that wouldn't be like him and besides he was still with Haru... The whole time walking, I couldn't think of anything but Makoto.  I had only meant to give him back his shirt... who am I kidding?  I knew that would happen. Every time I get close to him, I can't help but fall into him.  Already I've been with Makoto twice and I ha

I ran almost all the way back to Samezuka.  What was I thinking spending the night at Makoto's?  What would I say to Sousuke when I got back?  Still, I shouldn't have just run out of Makoto's place, he didn't deserve that.  That night with Makoto was one of the best I'd had, so why did I run away?  Because of Sousuke.  I love him too much to hurt him like that.  But I did... and I'd be coming back wearing Makoto's shirt... how could this get worse? I walked down the hall to our room and paused at the door.  I was nervous to actually go in, I had no idea what to say.  But I turned the door handle a